Yesterday for the first time i went to a college i am so excited and its really quit nice wants to make me get out of here...haha...I had sooo much fun seeing Sean...he's really amazing i really cant describe it...it just feels so right..and he seems like he really wants this to wrk i really do too!! even tho he lives and go to school 3 hrs. away..:( atleast he gets his car back next month..i was so sad today when i left i didnt want to go at all..i started crying and just thinkin back the night before when we were bout ready to fall asleep..he had this song playing and was singing it in my ear so softy i was like awww...he said how much he luv's me......that was the top off seriously...and i could do was just smile and look at him! i did take some pics of him before i left so ill have to def. get tho's deveolp soon....so i can see my babe..oh how i miss him so much...its sickening...allwell hopefully ill get to see him soon and when i do ill be givin him a big ole hug and kiss....he said he will pick me up and spin me...ehheheh...he's a dork but i luv him!!

well that was my wonderful wkend and i couldnt ask for a better one!!

6 more days till my b-day...19 wow..yicks

Currently Playing Piano Man By Billy Joel see related

- piano man

*i luv this song*

It's nine o'clock on a Saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Making love to his tonic and gin

He says, "Son can you play me a memory
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet
And I knew it complete
When I wore a younger man's clothes"

Sing us a song you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feeling alright

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But there's someplace that he'd rather be

He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me"
As a smile ran away from his face
"Well, I'm sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place"

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talking with Davy, who's still in the Navy
And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinking alone

Sing us a song you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feeling alright

It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'Cause he knows that it's me they've been coming to see
To forget about life for a while

And the piano sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say "Man what are you doing here?"

Sing us a song you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feeling alright

 Wow its been awhile since i last wrote guess ive been really busy and just really catched up in time right now. This past wk. i think has been the hardest wk. for me ever i never ever thought this harable thing would happen to me and my classmates. On Friday evening during that terrible storm me and my classmates lost a friend that was very special to me. To me this has really brought me and my classmates more together than we were before. Going to the viewing on Sunday was really hard for me seeing that i hate death and the fact of death i could do was cry and turn to my friends for help and support i was glad in the end that i went and it ment alot to his family. At this moment it hasnt really hit me and the classmates yet that Ryan is gone and will never come back the day of the funeral that was the day that really hit me. The funeral was on a Monday and i went to school that day it was so hard going there and seeing everyone crying and really hurted. I think that day i didnt go into any of my classes me and my classmates just all got together and just talked about all the good times and we were trying to put a speech together for the funeral to read then. Then it was time to leave school me and my friend Heather went together to the place of the wreck and but 17 carnations there for him 17 meaning that was his age when he died. Me and my classmates went into the church together and we even saw some old classmates that were in our class yrs. ago. It all came to an end he was gone we laughed some we cried some life and school wont be the same w/o Ryan....but in the end it will be alright. All i can do is thanx God everyday that im ALIVE!!!

from this i have learned that dealth is a part of LIFE and we have to deal w/ it even tho we dont like to think about it....its just there...

Hey y'all today was a pretty good day too!! The sme happened went to school and all that fun stuff...I think im goin to church tonite b/c its been awhile so i think ill go out tonite!! Last nite was pretty cool i had to work yesterdy after school and that was a lil boring did my bio readin b/c i was so bored then my wonderful friend Amber called me and we talked for a lil bit and then we went off to JoAnn's house to pick up amber's h/c dress that Summer woar so i got to go to and the dress is so beautiful i luv it and JoAnn's house is so pretty to i think i scared Andy when i pushed amber's panic button...lol....all well what can ya say its me...hehehe....this wk should be pretty fun its H/C WOOHOO...well not really...but Sunday should be fun rite heather...heheh!! but yea thats bout it....right more later

luv ya   **ang**